Re: How did you first find out you were gay or bi?
i remember doing weird gay things since kindergarden...i dont know why...i never have attraction for girls. It is ridiculous that it took me 18 years to realize that im gay with these obvious things. i have been painfully shy, lonely, stuttering and friendless (really no clue how to make friend) all my life. if i realize im gay earlier , i wont have such a hard time trying to make a friend who I didnt know i have crush with, and i later found someway to leave him knowing that i could not handle the rejection nor hurt his feelings if i come out to him..(seeing me alone away from the crowds, he always try to approached me and chat with me, omg he is such a nice person).
im still trying to convince my parent of my sexuality, but they still insist that its hormonal problems....
“And so it was I entered the broken world
To trace the visionary company of love, its voice
An instant in the wind (I know not whither hurled)
But not for long to hold each desperate choice.”
― Hart Crane
Last edited by spotlessmind; April 4th, 2013 at 09:53 PM.