In the beginnning, I would do everything I could to convince myself that I wasn't gay. I would ask girls out, act really manly(which was stupid xD), and try not to think those thoughts. But as I got older it hit me that I couldn't control my feelings. Once I was confident in my decision of being bi, I was scared to tell people. I kept it to myself thinking I'd change my mind. But one day, I was at a party, and I see this guy. He's really cute, so I go to talk to him, as a friend(so I could have some eyecandy(
Next thing you know, we are in the bathroom... anyways thats when I knew it was who I was, I told people, and I felt much better about it.