Today, in school, first hour we were doing something. All of a sudden, I don't know why, but I jammed my pencil into my left wrist. I realized what I was doing quick enough to stop myself from doing too much. I just made a small scar. It didn't bleed much. The worst part is, I liked it. I tried to hide it as much as I could because I was in the same class as other people who know I"ve wavered on that line. I really wanted to put pressure on it. I really liked it. I forgot everything that was stressing me out. I don't even know why I did it, I just did. Almost on a subconcious level.
I don't know why. I wasn't unhappy, or angry. If anything just stressed because finals are comming up.
I don't know, just wanted to write this somewhere, this seemed like the best place.