I'm just thinking alot, thinking about where I have been and what I want with my life. I'm not exactly happy with it now, but also not sure how to lead it to what I want. I'm not sure if I'm with the guy that I want to spend the rest of my life with, it just seems like we have alot of falling out, and I'm not happy with that. But on the other hand, I love him to death. I'm so happy when I'm around him. Most of the time.
I just feel overwhelmed, like everything is moving way to fast.
And I can't slow it down.
My birthday is right around the corner, I'm nervous about it, I'll be twenty. It seems so old, it seems like I'm suppossed to know what I'm doing, what I want to do, and how to get to where I want to be. I still haven't applied for a college, I keep putting it off. It seems like I should be further than I am and not just getting by.
But sorry, I don't mean to ramble.
My bro at Universal:
These guys mean the world to me.