Re: My Life
Maybe you should stop being so obsessed and fixated on having a girlfriend. You're only 14 and no one finds love and a lasting relationship at 14. Find something else to do - a hobby, a sport, club, or whatever to keep yourself occupied so you can have some fun. But feeling sorry for yourself won't do anything and all you're doing most of the time is putting yourself through unnecessary grief with these people you so called love. Mature a little bit before worrying about a relationship and find something else to worry about. You should be out having fun instead of worrying about relationships.
Have a better attitude and learn to embrace people and make friends. Get involved in school with a club or sport. Put yourself in social situations and see what happens.