Re: I'm scared
You are not pathetic. 3-4 months is more that I've manadged since I started. I am on a month at the moment, and just got bought a penknife by my dad, and it's very tempting, so we're in the same situation, sort of. Pm me if you ever need to talk.
Seven melons will fall from the sky, and prophesy unto the heathens, who will proclaim: "HOLY SHIT! Talking melons!"