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Old August 17th, 2007, 06:58 PM  
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Join Date: July 10, 2005
Location: 4one7
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Default it makes me wonder...

the past eight days have been total stress and i have no idea how to cope with it. i have come close to stealing my dad's truck and getting in a wreck plenty of times when i was upset or drunk. so far i have lost eighteen pounds in five days. idk why but it scares me but it just gets better from there...
i was taking a bath earlier and i just started shaking uncontrollably. i am not totally sure why. part of me just wanted to get out and the other wanted me to go drown myself. i have never had a bout like that but it is scary to me.
what just happened...

lil' ashes
i don't need pills
when i have a drug like you.

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