Re: A little depressed about ever being born
Originally Posted by jjmcray
Okay so I'll just tell you flat out. My dad is 66 years old and my mom is 44 and I'm 15. (I know, weird, right?) Anyways... Since my dad is so old... I'm always so worried that he will die when I'm still really young... I know some people who are in their thirties and forties telling me about how their fathers died of cancer and stuff... And I would hate to be like 21 talking about how my father died of old age and stuff... Sometimes I just get depressed and wonder why my dad decided to have me when he was so old.. And I wonder why he would want to put me through that pain... I don't hate him or anything... I just wish he had me earlier or something...
Maybe he decided to have you because he loved your mother and loves you?
In general.. Don't think about it.. Just enjoy the fact that you have a father.
I'm tough, rough, ready and able
To pick myself up from under this table
Don't stick no sign on me, I got no label
I'm a little sick, unsure, unsound and unstable
But I'm fighting my way back