Re: I hate that I can't give this up
Well, I don't know what is going on with this girl that is causing you to cut, but if possible, try and prevent it, and put an end to it.
Cutting is not only harming you, but also everyone that cares about you. It's just not healthy. I would suggest going to a conselor, or a phycologist. They will help you, they will make things better.
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