The reason I don't want to go to the doctor is that I find it hard to open up to people, especially one's I don't know. And I know, yes, I just did to you guys, but that's not face to face and you don't know anything else about me.
Also, I don't want anything to go on record. I know it's confidential, but if I get medication there will still be paper work you know?
And say if I apply for a job and one of the questions on the form is 'Are you on any medication?', then I'd have to put it down and everyone would know about it.
And I really don't want that to happen.