Originally Posted by Anthony
You have to realize that bottom line YOU have to do something about your depression. Posting on here can only give you advice but it won't erase your problems. If you want things to get better you need action...It's up to you if you want to follow it or not or do something about your life. We can give you the tips on how to get better, but bottom line its up to you if you want something to change.
...You're not bothering anybody by posting here. That's what these forums are for. Realize you have to make changes if you want things to change and get better.
I am glad to see that you didn't go through with it on Wednesday. We are here to help you, but as Anthony said, your problems will only start getting sorted if you actively start dealing with them.