Re: I always said I wouldn't
killing your self would be a very stupid thing. This is just a stage that you will pass. There is so much in life you will want to expirience and you'll miss out on it. Because u beleive in an afterlife, (christian/catholic) heaven is cool, hell is forever expiriencing the worst pain you could ever feel, FOREVER. Killing your self would send you to hell. Dont kill urself.
P.S. If you think you are going to do it, get high and drunk and do a lot of cool stuff first