Don't say a million times stronger...that's unrealistic and puts yourself down! Join a YMCA. I had almost no muscle, my symmetry sucked (7 in arm on one side, 10 in on the other) and I was weak. It's hasn't been even a year after I took that weight training class at school, (and got taunted while I was in it) and then finally joined a YMCA for the summer to learn some stuff. Your life isn't gonna change and those remarks aren't gonna stop if you don't do something!
If you want to talk about this more, PM me or create a new thread. Don't clutter this thread with your problems