Re: alright whatever...
There once was a person named Harrie (she says hi to everybody at VT)...she was going down the tube with her life and she did want to commit suicide because she thought she was worthless...then I talked to her...she's not completely better now, but I know that she's still alive after 6 months not talking to her! I know I helped her in some teenie way, even if I don't know the whole story, because she's still alive, and she does have fun.
Don't ever say there's no one to talk to. Because you have this site and you're posting on it. And you can easily talk to anyone - A Psychiatric Ward mod, Counselor, or just a wee little lad like me. You have people. Don't give up. Just don't.