It's 2 years to the day my brother hung himself..
Everyone around the house is either crying, or consuming great volumes of alcohol to feel better (a tradition of my race, I might add)
My mother is drunk beyond belief (and has a job to go to) my brothers and Sister are busy being upset, drunk or both and my oldest brother and his wife are coming to visit later.
I have a house full of pissed/crying people (I seem to be the only one who can greive to myself in silence, though I have had a drink) and my brother, wife and my nephews are coming round. What the HELL AM I GOING TO DO!