suicide or not
im very suicidal but i cant commit suicide because of my mom. i dont want to just leave her, i dont want her to cry. but i really want to die, ive wanted to die for almost 3 years. i think about it every day. and sure im only 14 but i know what i want. life just really isnt fun, its never been for me. + i have ocd, anxiety, diabetes,ocpd and severly depression. So, how am i supossed to die when i cant leave my mom? And, it is legal to sort of commit suicide right? Cant i like talk to my mother about it and then do it like 'peacefully'?