Re: Problematic thinking...
Sounds to me like u are having problems understanding ur emotions, and u say u feel the need to make her feel guilty for what she done to u. Well sounds like that needs to be brung up u are obviously not over it and need answers. As for the not crying at your friends funeral. Completely naturel sometimes ur mind just makes u turn off, makes u not fully aware of ur emotions. Its only after the true impact hits u. I say u should get the answers to the questions u have and go through all ur emotions carfully and make sure nothing is sweept under the rug.