Re: What exactly does it feel like?
for me, it feels like a huge rush of power has come over me. It gives me the sense that even though life is crazy i can still control that part of my life. It feels really good for me. I do it if im stressed or angry, or upset, or depressed. Actually, i think the only feeling i dont do it for would be when im happy. haha. If im bored, i do it.
I wish everything could be wonderful again.