its not worth it. sometimes life gets hard and you just have to fight through it. you have to keep on fighting for yourself for your future that im sure deep down inside that you want. and as for the girls maybe you should just wait next time and then you will hopefully know shes the right one. plus most girlfriends in h.s. dont last soo... and if you put a nail in your wrist then you will bleed alot and lose control of your wrist. and then you will go to the hospital and then in a few weeks everything will be all better!