Jesus Christ, thoughts do kill, dont they?
Just sitting here, thinking, and I had a relapse. I've been cut free for a little bit, but scarred over and still scabbed, just no new cuts. It's a record for me, but it's only a week. Kind of pathetic.
Just sitting here, thinking about my fuck ups, and that alone drove me to slit the veins open yet again. Thoughts are hardcore.
Tips to stop thinking, or something. Give me an escape...I've looked at the list, tried most, doesnt work.