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At the end of relationships; especially those which are long, it's hard.
that doesn't mean you should kill yourself.
I know it seams like it's never going to get better, but take it day by day.
there are plenty more fish in the sea mate.
let it out. cry, punch your pillow, turn on the world,
but just remember, relationships come and go,
friends are forever. maybe you should talk to them?
Sic Semper Tyrannis