if i will be honest with you if you dont feel like going into a relationship then dont try and force your self in to one bcos it will not work out. Just because this one girl was paid to go out with you dosent mean all girls are like this. One day the right person will come along and you will feel perfect and like nothing else matters sometimes it takes longer for others. So dont worry it will happen to you eventually.
Cupid shot his arrow through my heart. He didn't kill me but found me the love of my life