Re: Going to kill myself
If she doesn't accept that you have HPV than I would either try to convince her or give her up...you're a teen (you should be if you on this site) and usually teen relationships don't last forever...You need to wait for other people to say something about this too, because it's just dumb that you'd quit life over a piece of bullshit.
Bullshit happens with everybody...if you break up with a girlfriend, that's just another piece of bullshit that happens all the time all over the world.
Seriously man, don't do it. I have no further advice and I think you should look up Planned Parenthood on Google for more info about getting tested at one of their clinics.
Come back to the forums after a few days to see what other people have said.