Re: Anyone, please help me
The experience you have outlined above seems to be that of a psychotic episode. The paranoia indicates it could be schizophrenia, though it may not be.
Sophie, I urge you very strongly to see a doctor about this. We can help with suggestions as to what you could be experiencing and try to help you through it, but only a doctor can pinpoint these things.
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