I can understand why you might not be happy with the way you are, but you're born that way, it's just something you have to deal with. At first it might seem daunting, but you learn to find a way to deal with it. It's probably not as bad as you think. In my experience, friends and family have been extremely supportive, and why wouldn't they. I'm still the same Ashley that I was five or six years ago, except a heck of a lot taller lol.
I honestly wouldn't worry, if you just try and live with it, you'd probably be a lot happier