Re: i want to smoke
i'm not sure what to say to that. i'm sorry you dont like me anymore because im considering smoking to make myself feel cooler? i've said stuff here thats so personal i dont care about maintaining an image here. ive been thinking about smoking for a while so i came here for help without judgement because i know its probably not a good idea to start. i didnt expect people to not like me because ive considered an unhealthy way to help my insecurities.
i use mouthwash between classes and gum during class. i'm kinda obsessed about my breath. i dont think smoking would effect my breath very much. it wouldnt get in my clothes and hair if i smoked in a well ventilated area. i dont plan on letting many people know i smoke. i like the thought of being bad with very few people knowing. it wouldnt bother me anymore when people think i'm a good girl. i guess i'd let my smoker friends know because id need them to get me cigarettes. i wouldnt even want to smoke at school. i'd smoke outside on rare occasions when i go for walks at night.