Would a guy think I'm lying about my virginity?
i've recently checked and i'm positive that i have no hymen. i coulda torn it that time when i was little riding on the bar in front of the seat with my sister peddaling and we rode over a speed bump pretty fast and i got hurt. i coulda torn it while horseback riding. i coulda torn it when i penetrated myself while masterbating. actually, i'm pretty positive i tore it while masterbating. everyone at school knows that i'm a virgin. so i'm worried that when i have sex, the guy i'm with will think i lied about being a virgin. i dont think id want to tell him i tore it while masterbating because even though i know nothings wrong with masterbating, i dont feel comfortable telling anyone. but i dont want to lie.