Re: am i gay
This depends on how we define "gay."
I think it's totally possible to desire an emotional relationship with only women while wanting sex with men too. I'm not sure what I'd call it, but certainly not "gay."
I think this is probably mostly hormones, though. There's no rush to define your sexual orientation - give it time.
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