Re: I've had it
no, you have a purpose because you love things. You love people enough to be there for them. You are here with interests that you can pursue. You are guaranteed here to have a chance. And you're living out that chance right now because you're here.
I'm not the preaching type, but you can not want to be in this world, but man, I think this is the best of both, and I'm sorry to even help when I don't know you that well. But from what I've heard from other people, Rudi you're great.