Re: I feel horrible.
I feel the same way. I haven't slept over at someones house in 2 years, because I get really nervous in social situations. Except when i'm around my friends, then i'm wild. I also have begun to take long walks to nowhere, and each time I end up crying along the way. I really don't understand sometimes. The only way I deal with it is to not eat and cut. But I certainly don't think that people should do that. Have you thought about talking to a counselor or someone like that about it, sometimes it feels good to get your feelings out.