now i am almost certain that one time i masturbated, i ejaculated a little, because i learned that when u ejaculate, u have convulsions. And i clearly rememebr that was one of the reasons i was frightened of trying again. Now that i have overcome the fear, i am going to try again this saturday. it will be a sleepover with those 2 friends i talked about. I hope it goes well. and i think before it frightened me, because right when i think i was ejaculating before, i pulled my pants up immediattly from the guilt, and nervousness, maybe causing pain. thanks guys, for getting me over the fear
ill check back on these forums when i have farther questions.