Re: It's coming back again.
I know it's not the answer to my problems, I really dont have any right now aside from the stress. But that's what it helps, it helps the stress, and it helps me deal with whatever Im feeling on the inside. I dont have anything else that does that, Ive never learned another way, which is the whole problem here.
Through my research on SI for that school project, one of the reasons people get addicted to SI is because they had never learned a way to cope with stress and emotional pain. That is exactly me right there. I have no other way.
Im sorry. Mostly sorry to myself, but sorry to everyone else on here that cared and tried to help. Whenever I get an idea in my head, I usually never let anyone talk me out of it.
I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.