Re: R.I.P. dad....
Sorry to have to say this but you are just going to have to ride it out. My dad died when I was 5, but I only really grieved about 2 years ago. It just hit me one day I don't have a dad and everyone else does, and it started from there. It's good you are letting it all out, otherwise you would be bottling it up and that is not a good thing to do.