Re: I suppose this is where it'd go.
I feel almost the same way. I thought I had found "the one," but he broke up with me, and took me off his friends list on Myspace and everything. We didn't talk for a couple of months. But I felt exactly the same, I was a zombie, there, but not really there. I still feel this way, over two months later.
But recently we started talking again. This was weird, but it made me happy.
However, just last night I was talking to a friend of mine and she asks me if she could go out with my ex. I freaked out and said NO.
I was hyperventalating and shaking. I don't know why I felt like that, I just felt so broken up and unhappy that he liked another girl.
That was horrible.
The only thing that really helps for me is to listen to music and go for walks. Well the only positive things anyway. But I am not promoting the idea that you should kill yourself.
Sorry if this was unhelpful, I just wanted to let you know that I feel the same way.