I always feel like running away from my problems. I just feel so broken hearted and alone. Sometimes I just don't see the point in living anymore. I have run away twice before, and I want to do it again. So I don't have to face all the problems I have at home and with myself.
I feel like some huge weight is on my chest and I don't know how to get it off.
My psychiatrist just thinks I need more meds.
My therapist thinks that I need to be "In the moment more" and "Need to accept change." Neither of these things I feel like doing. And I know that probably won't help me.
My parents don't even know. They think I am fine.
My friends don't understand, and I don't usually tell them anyway.
I just figure that maybe it would be easier if I ran away.