So I'm going to see a doctor
Because I somehow got like super inspired to quit harming after joining this forum. Hah. I don't know why.
I have a general fear of talking to strangers, I have a fear of doctors, and I resent talking about cutting (even online freaks me out a bit). So in conclusion I'm probably crazy for doing this and I'm gonna drop myself of at the loony bin shortly after I'm done at the doctors!
..No, seriously, I have no idea how I managed to come up with this. And I can't believe I'm going through with it. My braincells must have left me somewhere along the way.
Have you ever had that feeling when you're so nervous you feel like you're drunk and your brain's spinning around and you're like out of your body or whatever ignore this
I'm scared out of my wits.
And I'll quit rambling now.