Not myself anymore.
Ive been having subtle urges again. Not sure why, everything is great. But something is just...not right. Im off, un-even, I dont feel like myself. Something just isnt...right. And my mind is telling me that if I cut, Ill be myself again...that Ill feel okay again. I know that I dont want to start any of that again, it's been weeks since Ive cut or burned, I dont plan on going back if I can help it. But how do I feel like myself again? Self-harmer is who Ive been for years, I dont know what to do with myself anymore, Im just so fucking off! How do I fix this?
I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.