A little guilty/confused... HELP!
To start off i'd like to say that I am at least bi-curious, but the thought of me with another man is disgusting. I do like looking at built men though. however the other night i spent the night at a friends house (who is straight) and i find him to be hot, and we slept in the same bed. In the middle of the night he put his arm around me in his sleep and to put it bluntly - i got aroused. so my hand wandered to his boxers and i rubbed his dick until it was hard. he was deep asleep the whole time. I didnt want to suck it i just liked touching it but the thing is right now i feel disgusted by it and my friend doesnt know i did anything. Am I gay? bi? straight? HELP?