Re: Can I change this?
Im not sure how to think that this idea is just in my head, it feels real. When I think of myself doing anything like that, it's just so...wrong to me. Quite frankly, it's just plain disgusting.
I want to have a normal sexuality and everything, I want to be able to be close to someone, but I cant see it happening when I even have a problem with just hugging.
I dont really have anyone I completely trust in real life, and even here, no one really can help me this as hardly anyone knows about it. I guess I could talk to my therapist, she'll know about asexuality probably, the therapists and social workers at the hospital did, so she'll have to know.
I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.