Re: It's all over.
Before I left you sounded so desperate, your attitude has changed so much in that fortnight. It's brilliant that you have stopped self harming!
Wanting to keep your scars as a reminder isn't rare. Maybe using the cream to make them a little less obvious would be a good idea. They won't be so obvious for people to take particular notice but they will be visible for you when you want a reminder.
~ The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step ~
* Nothing in the world has ever been accomplished without passion *