Re: i don't know what's going on...
It is natural to think you keep catching glimpses of them both. When my friend died couple of years ago I kept seeing him all over place.
I strongly urge you to work with your therapist on your eating. Untill then, please get some vitamin/mineral tablets from your chemist. If you can't eat too much, at least make sure you get these.
Are things at school ok at the moment? Or have they got worse since you stopped the xanax?
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