Thread: i quit...
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Old April 8th, 2007, 03:27 PM  
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billywitch..I'm a boy...

Well, yes, we're Catholic and that's part of the stuggle to. I don't want to think of myself as dirty and unholy but when my parents scream that at me, I just want to die. You know, it's like first I'm a failure with my parents, now I'm a failure in my faith. Splendid. If all they can think about is my sexuality, then what's the point in trying to be their 'prefect little boy?' The only thing I have ever wanted to do is please them, but I'm constantly reminded that I'm not good enough. This sexuality thing trumps my trying, because it's a part of me that I can't change. All these years they have been right. I'm not good enough. So what's the point?

Everglow Has Left this place for a while...or for good. Time will tell.
It was a beautiful letdown
I was trying so hard to fit in
Fit in, until I found out...
I don't belong here
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