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Old March 30th, 2007, 03:22 PM  
Ragdollonstrings
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Join Date: August 21, 2005
Location: Scotland
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Default trying so hard...and failing

This is so hard...
The large blister on my arm burst today and soaked the sleeve of my top. I doubt it will get infected.
I need to cut and drinking is the only thing that stops me. I can't remember where I hid my sharp razorblades...so I can not give myself exactly what I deserve.
I need to, i need to punish myself for not being good enough for anyone. For being so pathetic and so damn weak.

Sweet and hateful love,
becon me to hell,
place your blood-stained lips on me,
tell me all is well
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