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Old March 30th, 2007, 01:30 PM  
zxc2qwe
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Join Date: March 30, 2007
Location: Florida
Age: 27
Gender: Male
Default Just need a little help, brother's dead...

Hey guys, beforehand let me tell you that i don't have any suicidal thoughts. I just....idk, i felt like telling my story to someone or something, just to get it out of my system. My older brother (He was 19) was killed in afghanistan a month ago. He was in the army, some kind of special forces. I pray everyday for him and stuff, and it hurts to think about his death and everything. But my parents are acting like its nothing. They're just like, "It happens, people die, it was his decision to join anyway." Everytime i bring it up, my dad's just like, "Suck it up." My mom was really sad at first, when the news came. But they just don't care now. They haven't visited the cemetary ever since it happened. My friend takes me there every weekend, its 30 min away. I just came here for advice, of why my parents are acting like this. It doesn't make sense.....IDK why i can't get over it, he was just always there....you know. Its just different without talking to him and stuff. I was wondering if my parents are acting like this because they're sad or if they just don't care. I know its kind of weird talking to online people i don't even know. But i just need to get this out of my sytem...i guess. Well thank-you, and it'd be nice if you could pray or somethin.
Thank-you
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