I really hope that I can believe you. I honestly don't know how you can apologize for your actions and continually harm yourself time and time again. If it's an addiction, so many people have told you to get professional help. At this point in time, I fear than none of us know what to do in this situtaion. We've all tried our hardest to fight for you and convince you that you are worth so much more than you believe. Sadly, our passionate pleas continue to fall upon deaf ears. I just don't know what I can believe now, but I pray that I can trust your words. I regret to say that deep down inside, I truly think that this is a suicide note. It pains me even more to know that you implored my aid last night as I slept. I failed you. I only found out because I checked my phone when I woke up in the middle of the night. I'm sorry I was sleeping when you needed me the most.
Everglow Has Left this place for a while...or for good. Time will tell.
It was a beautiful letdown
I was trying so hard to fit in
Fit in, until I found out...
I don't belong here