sara, if you're trying as hard as you can then you are doing the best that you can do and we have to be happy with that. last night was scary...but i am so glad that you are still alive, i was worried about that. and as for not being able to wear short sleeves and having to wear long sleeves...your cuts will heal...they always do. you'll survive this!!!
know that i'm here for you! stay strong today and tonight!!!