I know I shouldn't do it... and I actually didn't and after that, I think I'll never ever try to do it. It was horrible feeling so shit, and wanting to harm myself, my precious body.
I've been here on VT long enough, and I've read thousands of articles and posts about how SH ruins people, but I didn't want to, it was my body, it was automatic, like it I knew I had to do it, I never wanted this.
Anthony, I've tried but I just can't... you know my reasons... perhaps PM me your phone number
thats the only way I could talk with someone here...