I never said you were pityful for considering suicide, i just speculated that you probably didn't attempt it as you lied about the medication dose you were on and it just didn't seem like a real suicide confession.
IT would have been more like a heart pouring vent about your life in your last post of VT, but your still here..in good physical condition, and thats all that matters.
Also who are you to say im pestering people, youve so far trolled me in about 3 threads.
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