Well, you are making an assumption there about how Christians feel, when you aren't one. We do feel the touch of God. Yes, we love the unity between Christians, but there are countless stories of people being separated from their Christian family by war or ostracism, and they latch on to their relationship with God, and that is what pulls them through their troublesome time.
And no, I don't lie awake at night worrying about heaven. I already know I'm going there, so why should I worry?
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(but your medical doctor will probably end up killing you