My first kiss was with a guy, and most of the times before, I had crushes on girls. I did have a crush on this other guy, but it never went anywhere and I thought it was just a phase thing. I didn't really know what gay or bi or straight REALLY was until after I made out with my first boyfriend.
I dated both guys and girls, but managed to keep it discrete and it's nothing bad at all to really not feel comfortable with the labels gay or bi. I just like attractive people